Where I Cannot Reach

Where I Cannot Reach
You are;Where I cannot reach.
Loneliness surrounds me
And I long for your comfort
Yet I am left  wanting.
You stay;
Where I cannot be.
I search in vain
For a secret door
But find  only blank walls.
You go;
Where I cannot follow.
I run I in blind pursuit
Desceptively believing
That I'll find your footprints.
You are the hidden part of me.

~ mbw

On My Mind

At the forefront of the mindAnd still so far away,
These words of mine linger 
As I struggle for something to say.
Some might call me unsocial,
A closed or unfriendly type,
But what they cannot see
Is how I fear being me.
I learn what's acceptable,
By what they don't say;
I see a two way life
Marked for my future.
I cannot live with this heaviness
Of all I see and hear
Welled up inside my soul
Ready to burst from its shell.
I maybe be viewed as moody
Or socially ostracized,
But I will say these words
For I cannot stuff them in another crag
As if to merely hide.

Hessed

With the changing winds and coming tides,
All I long for is reliance.
To know that even in the storm, 
Even through the maelstrom,
You never change;
Your love for me remains the same.
Hessed.
Your quiet whisper hovers
Over the raging waters.
Hessed.
I am the faithful, reliant One;
I never change, my child
You are the one I hessed.