I have given you due diligence
God, what more can I do?
I have offered all myself
At least that's what I say.
No part of me hidden
No option not explored.
I rest in my beliefs
That you are who I've longed for.
Do I know the real you
Deep down in my heart?
Or is the God I know
Contrived of my own preference?
A meeting with him
Just a part of my checklist?
I say I've given due diligence
Yet I follow my own way.
Following my schedule
Choosing to ignore if I please.
Oh God turn me back to you,
So I can know who you truly are.
May you not be to me
Just an item on my checklist.
